Failed it. Nailed it.
It seems like the done thing (at the end of the year) to comment on social media about how the previous year went.
I figured I’d write a blog post instead.
I am going to start with the second version of this blog post. It is more positive, it is shorter, and gives a general overview of my 2016.
2016 was great. I did a lot, and I learned a hell of a lot.
- I learned some new languages (Solidity).
- I explored world changing technologies (Ethereum).
- I built some cool new products (Revision).
- I continued developing Pub Reviews and Mmmm.
- I taught myself corporate accounting, and completed all of my own business and personal tax and accounting obligations.
- I read more books than usual (although still not enough).
- I went down the Philosophy rabbit hole, met some cool people, and dropped the last remnants of Religion from my life.
- I ran 2,169 miles.
- I proved something to myself. I ran the Berlin marathon in 2:52:11.
Some bad stuff happened (see Version 1 below), but I would not change anything.
I am pretty sure that nothing bad happened whereby the learning experience was not more valuable (long term) than the problem.
Takeaway wise. I think the most important things has to be my newly found appreciation of my own fallibility. I realised that I can be wrong, and that I can fail. That may sound egotistical in itself… but… well… I am really egotistical. Surely you knew that.
My goals for 2017 are simple.
- To continue running at a high level. I tend to do things religiously for medium term periods of time. I then get bored, stop, and it all fades to nothing. I want to break this pattern and keep running (after I recover from injury - eurgh).
- Race. I am still (will I ever recover?) burned out from training for Berlin. I want to race the New York marathon. That is my main target. I would also like to run the Marathon Du Medoc. I want to prove to myself that I can run the marathon distance slowly… and for fun.
- Business. I want to grow Double Negative to the point where it produces consistent income streams such that the problems (outlined below) are not lifeline destroyers.
- Absurd. I want to continue to avoid actively partaking in activities that provide no meaning to what is already an Absurd existence. I.E. Only doing stuff that I enjoy, and never following a crowd.
Keep it simple.
This is version 1 of this blog post. This is the more philosophical, ranty version of this.
It is longer… and I suspect some will find it offensive. How fun.
I noticed an unpublished post from a few months ago that I had preemptively entitled “How to lose a fuck tonne of money like a champion”. It contained some random babble like musings based on some reading I had done at the time (having weirdly… (you would never have guessed) lost a lot of money).
Given that that title in and of itself represents my 2016 quite well I figured that I would include those musings in this post.
So… yeh. 2016 was shit for me. That is to say that lots of bad things happened. Most of these things happened because:
- I am stupid.
- I simply did not think.
- I am impatient.
- I do not have a full understanding of human psychology.
Bad things that happened include (but are not limited to):
- Getting screwed over by an incompetent accountant (read - I am stupid).
- Losing a valuable domain name because I forgot to renew it (read - I am stupid).
- Losing an unfathomably large amount of money (insert what you deem to be an obscene amount here. It was probably more.) (read - I am fallible).
I lied. 2016 was fantastic.
These posts remind me so so much of behavioural Economic concepts. Take loss aversion for example - “the tendency for people to strongly prefer avoiding losses than acquiring gains”.
People put way too much effort into how shit their year was. They think about all the negatives, and never look at the positives. Generally (in my personal opinion) most people are whiny, moany losers.
We can all compare notes about how awful our lives are… then we can complain about how shitty we feel (Positive Mental Attitude?). One thing that I noticed this year is that we live in a society of victims. Kinda pathetic.
But… really… if you relate to any of this, then you are a moron. Your life is not that bad. A lot of your problems are probably self inflicted. You should really find something better to do with your time.
If you spend an infinitesimally small moment of time really thinking about it, it becomes apparent that the fact I ate three boxes of chocolate on Christmas day is most definitely a first world, self inflicted problem. Even if it were not, I happily acknowledge that my problems are insignificant in the grand scheme.
Another thing… the fact that I initially wrote “the fact I ate three boxes of chocolate (as well as… insert list here)” made it apparent that I am oftentimes the aforementioned moron. Whilst true, it is almost as though I am putting extra effort into emphasising how bad things are for me. Who knows why.
Lets make a deal. In 2017 I will be less of a bag of shit. Can you do the same?
For all of you with financial goals for 2017… consider reading get poor in a hurry.
For the pragmatist, I like this quote (from here):
To wax more philosophically, life on this planet comes with no guarantees. You may live to a ripe old age or get struck with an illness and die in your prime years. This uncertainty however, must not lead to paralysis. The uncertainty of the markets is just a projection of general uncertainty of life. It’s a part of the human condition.
If you are considering your personal investment portfolio… dont. If you ignore this advice:
- “If investments are keeping you awake at night, sell down to the sleeping point.”
- “Investing is the art of striking balance between sleeping well and eating well”
And when you lose. Read this:
First I stop thinking about the loss, it’s done and letting that emotion cloud your thought process is going to do no good.
This is the bit where you despise me even more. If I appropriately analyse all the ‘bad’ things that happened this year, I can turn them into positives.
Financial losses. I have (as of yet) not made any financial loss. I lost myself in the concept of unrealised gains. On paper my investments were doing well. I did not sell them. They lost most of their gains.
The reasons that I invested have not changed. Had they continued to go up, would I have sold? Probably not. Human Psychology. I played a game that I was always going to lose.
Now that I know this, surely this will never happen again? wishful thinking
Lost domain name. I lost one of my companies really valuable domain names. I believe that it was not my fault, but the whole debacle could have been avoided had I done some small things.
I (thought I had) renewed the domain. The transaction had not gone through. I did not realise. It was lost. Had I renewed the domain in question for multiple years in advance this would not have happened.
- Renew domains in advance.
- Don’t be tight over paying $7.25 instead of $7.28… especially in the context of the orders of magnitude associated with my other financial losses.
In addition to this, politely conversing with the party in question allowed me to get the domain back at minimal cost (in the grand scheme). Historically I would have gone in all guns blazing. Turns out that I do learn. Blame games are lame (that is why the words rhyme).
Accounting. I paid an accountant lots of money. He was not a very good accountant. I hired him because he was a little cheaper than the alternatives. I was a fool. Lesson learned - don’t be a cheapskate.
Bonus. My corporate affairs are complex. After this fiasco I talked to a number of other accountants who said stuff that was completely wrong. I taught myself corporate accounting. I completed all my own accounts, and tax returns. I helped others do the same. I learned lots. It was fun (that is a lie).
This post has been a shambolic, rambling mess.
Essentially, 2016 was good. Lets all be better people.
Thanks. Good night.